4:30pm, tomorrow. everything could change. today was fantastic. it’s just what i needed. chin is back up. positive attitude about life in general back on. even if this doesn’t work out, it’s a good indicator that i do have a chance out there, and only makes me want to work harder.
i have a lot of things on my mind regarding the new year. but we shall see what tomorrow brings. i’m excited and nervous about a lot of things. in five months it’ll be a year since i graduated college. it would be nice to have my shit together by the time may rolls around. anyway, happy new year. living life for myself this year, i honestly don’t care who i leave behind anymore. i need to do me even if that makes me selfish and less caring than i normally have been. i am grateful for everyone i got to meet this past year and those who have stayed consistently in my life.